.Tuesday, November 6, 2007 ' 10:29 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
life's getting frm
bad to worst. haishh..
ferstly.. my family. dun wanna t0k abt it.
sec0ndly.. my syG.. he's nt g0nna go online animore. neither is he gonna use his hp animore. den hw am i suppose to contact hym? by kolling hys house. i dun really feel comfortable kolling hys house. haishh.. he said dat he did all these coz he can't seem to concentrate when this stuffs are wif hym. den wad bt me? did he even think think bt me? i dunno. seriously.
he told me bt hys ex gf. he said he lost the ring dat she bought fhor hym. he said dat the ring means alot.. reminds hym of her whenever he looks at it. n when i asked ''ouh.. she must be e bez gurlfren u ever had..'' n hys ans was ''yeah.. she was =/..''
hw do u guys think i felt..? he said all dat to
ME. hys current gurlfren nw. on e other hand.. i n0e i shudn't be feeling dis way.. she's hys ex. wad do u expect, fada? n dey broke up coz of parents. nt bcoz they dun love each other or wad. until nw that gurl still call hym sweet names n stuff. n the ''hym'' is referring to
MY BOIFREN. so its nt wrong fhor me to be feeling this way ryte? he said this are challenges given by GOD to see hw much we cn trust each other. dat dis is just the beginning. so dat means dat dere's g0nna be more?!! fine. i accept.
bt e fact is.. he's still thinking of his ex. i dun blame him. seriously. maybe i wasn't as gd as hys ex. bt at least i n0e im trying to be one. he asked me to trust hym dat nth will happen to us. i trust hym. as long as he dun break dat trust.
t0king more bt dis just
hurts. bt no matter wad..
i'll always love you sweetie. i dun wanna lose eu.
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